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Dear diary, what is wrong with me?

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Время 29m

Everything’s gone wrong. They manipulated and twisted the situation and now everything is wrong. How could everything go from being so good, to everything being so bad? How could they do this to me? I thought that they were my friends; apparently I was wrong. School today was the worst. I had no idea what I was walking into, and now that today is almost over, I want to go back and start the day again, just so that I can be prepared for everything that I am going to face. It’s all wrong. Who knew missing one party could change so much? Who knew that in one night, friendships would be ruined?    This is a true story of a girls life over the span of 6 years. Her story of inner turmoil, friendship circles and death starts in 2007. This story is about how becoming friends with one person changed can change your  life. This is a story of resilience and how one girl struggles to love life and accept what has become the 'new normal'.Все права сохранены

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The Conspiracy Theory of June 17

This is the story of how we found out. At first it was just us three, a cold June morning, a hyper maths class, and a beloved teacher. Then, she had to leave, and it was just us three who had the idea that maybe it was not all it seemed. At first it was just us being silly. We made a 'fake' theory, just for fun, and it ended up not just involving her but everyone else who was being suspicious in our eyes. Ha ha. And then, we went to sleep, and didn't speak of it again, but when woke, there were more than the three of us who knew about it. At first it was just a theory, but before the week had ended it had turned into something more. Of course, at first we were skeptical, but not after it became our reality. A reality so true and harsh that at the first signs of disbelief, it had come to bite us, to hunt us down, to try to kill us. And then we had no choice to unrap it, and that was when we found the truth. This is mostly the story of how me and my two best friends, one teacher, and classmates solved the case of the missing maths teacher and saved about a dozen others from their fates. But this is also the start of something bigger. The formation of a team, the prospect of more adventures, and a mystery just waiting to be solved. Just remember one thing: nothing is ever as it seems.

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