Story about love, lust, and loss. Serious Smut Warning!!!!! Preview: Zen placed his hand on top of Jumin's making Jumin go silent. Jumin stared at the soft hand on his then looked up at Zen's eyes. "Jumin" Zen said "what are you feeling?" Jumin was shocked. No one has ever asked me that before... He thought... what am I feeling? What is this feeling in my heart when Zen placed his hand on mine? Why am I concerned about who Zen likes? That's none of my business... but I want it to be.... "Jumin?" Zen asked. "Zen... I just want to..." Jumin whispered getting closer and closer to Zen "Kiss me?" Zen finished for him. What is happening? Both thought as they embraced in a passionate kiss. Why do I like this so much? They thought.