"He's the reason I've come to this-writing what a man Jay truly was. It's what haunted him that eventually destroyed the man he dreamed of being. I believe Jay turned alright in the end though, but that's for you to decide, whether it was for the worst or for the better."
We all dream of the perfect companion, relationship, and being in love. That's what Jay formed his life around--the idea of having his truly. A paradise he built from the bottom up, and the manner he used--the life he created. It all lead to forming the perfect life for his hopefully soon-to-be wife.
The problem Jay had was his haunting past, and his strong insecurities. His plans of the set date he will be married, and live the life he envisioned for himself. It won't quite turn out that way for him. No, in fact, almost the complete opposite. Partly because of the fact that he has never actually been in love, and struggles to feel loved since the day he was born.
This is the story of why I'm here today, Emmaline Knight, writing to you about the man I met.
This is the story of the reality of what love is, and a warning to everyone. Because Jay isn't the only one who imagined this dream, but he's the one who made the extra effort that many of us don't, and learned the truthfulness of what it's like to be in love.