Preview: "September 2 2013... This time, I chose to take a shortcut... the one i haven't taken since the incident... a stupid mistake... I leaped in... fear lifted as the conquering of my old wounded fear overcame me... but still i couldn't shake that feeling... as if I was being watched... ... 12:01 am He's standing right there... and in case i don't make it tonight... I love you mom... ... 5:00am I smell fresh coffee.. how strange, mother doesn't make coffee on Saturday's... ...but that's okay, because I am hopeful, that someday I will again be happy... This will all soon be over... ...I think... ~Lana"...