i think you think too much of me (Matty Healy/George Daniel)

i think you think too much of me (Matty Healy/George Daniel)

5.2K Reads 425 Votes 10 Part Story
kier By raughy Completed

This isn't love. This is just sex. This is just attention. Matty tells himself that's just what he needs. Just moments in which he can forget, in which the world blurs out and he doesn't have to focus on everything so very wrong with both his mind and his body. It's like getting drunk without the hangover, in his mind it's the perfect solution to the boy who could never love him back. He's just not quite sure whether that boy is just George, or himself too. No kind of high, physical or emotional, could possibly take all his problems away, but he's content enough with those moments, even if he always loses much more of himself than just the worst kind of thoughts.
  
  [Genderfluid Matty]
  [Warnings for mentions/refrences to drug abuse, manipulative relationships, dysphoria, drunk sex, dubious consent, and very bad self care] [Those things don't relate to matty and george's relationship btw]
  [Cover art drawn by me]

I don't know why but when people say "it's going to ruin your makeup" makes me feel so fuzzy
                              Because really, it sounds so petty, and ridiculous and like all they care about is looking pretty, but they're finding a reason for you not to cry and it's so cute
ThePinkEra ThePinkEra Nov 22
Also, imma apologize for how aggressive all my comments seem...
ThePinkEra ThePinkEra Nov 22
I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS FIC TODAY
                              and im just so absolutely inlove with it
                              Like... ugh
                              So yeah I'm here, I'm still properly gay, and I'M READING IT AGAIN.
last time i had a proper like pack of tissues they were muppet ones from the poundshop i shouldnt be laughing
prnceyprep prnceyprep Nov 19
i turn mine up all the way bc im a masochist and i wanna practice burning in hell
It's like when you've been crying and you're empty and you're full, I don't know what it is it's hard to tell!
                              
                              
                              Sorry, just really like Billy Elliot a lot