The Long Game--Joshaya
In my junior year of high school, the guy I had the biggest crush on went to study abroad. We lost touch since then. He came back at the beginning of my senior year. Josh was more handsome than I remembered. He was still the sweetheart that I remembered and my feelings for him were still there. He was the same, but I wasn't. Things happened back at home. Josh didn't know what happened, and barely anyone did. I wasn't the same girl anymore. I wasn't the girl he promised to play the long game with anymore. I couldn't go back to the girl who was confident. I couldn't go back to holding his hand and jumping on him or hugging him. I was too scared too. I was terrified. I want to go back, but my current self is too terrified. How do I get myself out of this one? Please, help me.