i often feel trapped when he hits me but I know that he loves me. right? the guy who lives across the street smiles at me all the time. he's nice. he must live the perfect life to smile so brightly. right? TRIGGERS: severe physical abuse, severe sexual abuse, alcoholism. **PLEASE DO NOT READ IF THIS WILL BOTHER YOU. THESE THINGS ARE HEAVILY INVOLVED IN THE STORY.** lowercase intended written in free verse sequel > 'no-one will love you if you're unattractive // minizerk'