My Mr. Right. . .
In spite of knowing the fact that it is too impossible for me to meet him on this crossroad, I still did met him. For my part, that thing is already a blessing. He gave me this purpose on my life, In spite of myself living in a swing that always sways with the wind. Yes, I did met him. . . .and that short chapter of my life that I spent with him, is the one that I will treasure forever. . . And I realized na hindi ko pala siya kaya i-let go. Even his memories. Kahit yun na lang ang pinanghahawakan ko ngayon. Sometimes, I ask myself, Bakit ba kasi sandali lang yung time na ibinigay sakin para makasama ko siya? Di ba nga partners kami? I want him to stay, but he left . . . .alam ko, it's nobody's fault, kaya lang,it really caused me so much heart aches that I almost lost myself---the way I am, the way I used to be. . .It's really hard to regain my strength. Di ko na nga alam if whether there is still a hope for me. . . .kaya ko pa ba?? but then, I decided to go on with my life. . .on whether why?? It's because I love him so much that I can't even afford to betray even his memories. . . .nagpromise ako sa kanya and I am a stupid fool if I let that promise to end up just like that. . . he told me that I have to move on and bear the pain for that one will make me stronger than ever, so I have to because he said so, and he promise me that he will always there------right there behind my back no matter what, forever. . .