This isn't your typical novel of two people getting married and everything's perfect. This marriage was forced upon both of them and the struggles Shahid Hamid faces is stressful, living with a mental illness that leaves him unhappy and to have sudden anger burst. Which he sometimes can't control, he never liked girls or marriage and now he's forced to care for a girl that he has no feelings for. Things seemed to be getting better, but then it turns backwards again. And things are worse than ever. There's a emotional roller coaster and secrets of her past and family The Journey and struggle of them too is tough, but by the will and help of Allah. He will help them! Updates will take place firmly now with two chapters a week; weekends I will aim to publish and two days during the week. I apologize for delaying. I need feedback that keeps me motivated and helps me aim for my goal. Any request or way of story say it.