Shawn Mendes had been my friend ever since I could remember. We were as close as could be. He loved me like a sister. And I loved him as more. Much more. I had come to terms with this fact not to long ago and in an effort to hide it I seemed to push him farther and farther away. But now here he stood right in front of me burning holes through my skin with those eyes I fell in love with. For weeks I had planned what I was going to say but now when the time had come to speak the words seemed to have disappeared, slipping from my mind. "Shawn I was just thinking about what to say." Now it was him who gave me a questioned look. "I really don't know how to say this so I'm just gonna spit it out. You love me as a friend but I...I don't Shawn. I love you. I really love you." He starred at me for a moment and then another moment and at least a hundred after that before he said anything.