LOST INNOCENSE *RATED R*

LOST INNOCENSE *RATED R*

10 Part Story 115K Reads 1.5K Votes
anakelia By anakelia Updated Nov 17, 2011

WARNING! MATURE READERS ONLY 
    
    THIS IS A TRUE STORY ABOUT A DARK SUBJECT. ITS NOT EDITED, I JUST TYPED AND DIDN'T STOP TIL I GOT THIS OFF MY CHEST. ITS NOT FOR THE LIGHT HEARTED, IF YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF ONE..CLICK 'BACK' NOW.
    
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    WATCH THE VIDEO----> "kristy are you doing Ok" by The Offspring
    
    It reminds me of so much....
    
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    I'M ONLY SHARING THIS STORY WITH YOU BECAUSE I CAN HIDE MY FACE BEHIND THE WORLD WIDE WEBS CURTAIN OF ANONYMITY. 
    
    THE REASON I'VE DECIDED TO TELL YOU THIS STORY IS BECAUSE I KEEP SEEING STORY'S WITH CHARACTERS THAT DEAL WITH THIS EXPERIENCE ... UNFORTUNATELY ITS OBVIOUS THAT SOME AUTHORS (NOT ALL) HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT REALLY FEELS LIKE TO GO THROUGH SUCH AN ORDEAL. IT MAKES MY STOMACH HURT TO READ SUCH STORIES, ANGER, SORROW...THE LIST GOES ON AND ON TO THINK THAT PEOPLE TAKE SUCH A SUBJECT SO LIGHTLY THAT THEY THINK ITS OK TO JUST GUESS AND WRITE. 
    
    NOT EVERYONE DEALS THE SAME WAY.
    
    NOT EVERYONE FEELS THE SAME WAY.
    
    THIS IS MY WAY
    
    AND THIS IS WHY....
    
    Wh...

.-. reading this makes me cry cuz I was a victim of this two years ago and ignorant people throw this in my face just to hurt me
SA_icegirl SA_icegirl Feb 25, 2015 08:56PM
That's so sad! I wish in the future to help kids like you because it breaks my heart.
You are so much stronger than me. You were never a coward just a defenseless girl. I'm not sure off I'll ever tell my story to the world but you gave me the strength to at least write out down.
JustMeAimee JustMeAimee May 02, 2014 06:31PM
seriously u re strong person to be able to tell your story.. i'm really sorry for what happened to you...
MrsDeSouza MrsDeSouza Apr 15, 2014 04:31AM
I'm so so sorry this happened to you I hope someone puts a bullet through his brain and castrates the man who gave you life because he is not a father if he brought that filth around you stay strong hun
PrettyGirl75 PrettyGirl75 Oct 20, 2013 12:19PM
You can't take back what is lost. I had to forgive so that I can smile again. But I can never forget