I'd never be able to unsee the images thrust upon me that night. And I would never be able to forgive myself for walking out like that. Not when I could have stayed. Not when I could have been there.
I LOVE YOU BC YOU DA BEST, BUT I HATE YOU BC YOU MAKE MY HEART HURT.
I feel like he actually killed himself and I cannot handle myself right now I should be sleeping but I'm up worrying about whether or not a fictional version of H has killed himself or not, and what the description is supposed to mean oml please send help