***WARNING THIS BOOK WILL CONTAIN SEXUAL CONTENT AND BAD LANGUAGE*** For those who have read my previous story "My Love for Her", you will be familiar with my character Jamal. For those who don't, Jamal is your typical Cali boy from Compton, who did do some gangbanging with the Bloods. But he's gone through quite alot in his life...especially his love life. He's in a complicated Love cycle with a girl name Ivyene. I won't spoil the details about them but let's just say...their relationship is a rollercoaster. Jamal does struggle with a little bit of a fetish but he would do anything for Ivy...too bad she's not the same way. Read about their past, present and maybe future ? Read and find out.