"As undeniably attracted as I was, something about him made me want to run in the other direction. All around him there were shadows, and I knew if I wasn't careful, I'd get lost in them. "
You live your life just floating along, searching for something, and when you find it, you have purpose, you feel alive.
As soon as I met Harry, I knew. He was that something for me. When I saw him I knew straight away, despite how cold he was, no matter how many times he ripped me apart. It was worth it for the way my chest swelled when his emerald eyes found mine, or the way he smiled in that secret way he did only for me.
It's hard looking back, it's hard to wonder. When I saw him instantly I knew he'd be a part of me forever. When he saw me, did he know he was going to destroy me?
It's even harder to admit to myself that I don't care.
I'd do it all over again.