It's not like I want to be in this world. Why can't I close my eyes then and stay in the darkness forever? I don't care about heaven and am not to bothered about hell. I just want to disappear. Lily lives with her abusive step father. She wants everything to end especially with other people adding layers to her death wish. But when she meets Jason, the one man who can weaken her every thoughts against men, she begins to have second thoughts about suicide. As jason and lily begin fall in love they have to remember, Jason's a married man with a little daughter.