"Let me tell you something, you won't know what it is like! You don't know how I feel everyday! Death seems like the best thing for me, don't you think?" *** Aubree Russell has been through hell and is still in hell. She can't take it anymore. Here past, the present and she sure doesn't believe she has a future. People say she is beautiful, she doesn't believe it, all lies she thinks. Will are poor Aubree make it through, or will she just let it all end?