Rebel. Whore. Arrogant. Lazy, Bitch. Rude. Stubborn. All the negative traits , give it on all of that is running in my blood. I'm a bad person. People always disgrace me, I feel like I'm an outcast. Why does my fate is like this, why do I have to suffer in my life am I that evil? Heaven? They said it's a paradise but for me it's a DEAF PLACE because all my prayers are always unheard my precious tears are useless. But then that's my vision before I met HIM. He changed me into a beautiful angel, because he's a son of heaven.