Sean always puts on a smile for the camera and laughs in his videos, but no one knows how unhappy the YouTube gamer really is. --- "I wanna help you." "I'm okay, Mark. I promise." "Then where's my ol' Jackaboy he used to be..?" --- WARNING(S): This story will contain mentions of self-harm, suicide, and death. If you are sensitive to any of these topics please read at your own risk.