"Don't you get it? I've spent the past five years running that conversation through my head. I messed up. I lied. I have to feel the pain. Please, just, I don't know, forgive me."
"You're not the only one who felt pain. These past five years were torturous without you! I lost you when I needed you most, and no way in hell am I even close to forgiving you."
But deep down I knew I wanted to kiss him all over and tell him it was all right and spend the rest of our days beside each other.
[i suggest you read the first book a+ before reading this]
[btw there will be a five year time jump from the first book]