If It Is You ► Bucky Barnes [c.s.]
❝THE SAD THING ABOUT LOSING SOMEONE IS THAT IT'S NOT THE PAIN THAT HURTS THE MOST, IT'S THE FEAR THAT THE PAIN WILL PASS. THAT SOONER OR LATER, YOU'LL PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND MOVE ON. THAT'S THE KILLING BLOW. KNOWING THAT SOMEDAY, NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY, YOU WILL FORGET HOW IT FELT TO LOVE THEM.❞
All that she wanted for in the end was to tell him that she loved him, even if he may not love her back. At the end of the day all Janice Lee ever wanted was to know that the goof guy she loves returns to her safely, even if it may not be her arms that he returns to. But in the end he never came back and she never got to tell him how she felt.
She's always been told how reckless she is, how her carelessness will be the death of her. But maybe making a deal with the devil was too sweet to pass up. Deep down she believed that the boys she grew up with were alive, that they wouldn't give up without a fight.
But the deal was rather simple, if he remembered her she'll be granted the life she always wanted. However, if he doesn't, Janice is left living a life full of misery knowing that the boy she loves may not ever remember who she is.
Bucky isn't sure who this familiar face is, he's not sure how important she once was in his life. But he knows that this is a person who never gave up on him even when he gave up on himself.
He won't give up on her, not when she didn't.
[ book one of the black magic series ]
[ captain america: civil war + post movie ]
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