Just A Fan
I looked at myself in the mirror. "Why are you so ugly? Why are you such a fuck up? Can't you just stop being a bitch and slut for once? You are a piece of shit. How does Cam like you? Lacey was right all you are is a suicidal bitch. Maybe you should just end it no one would care," I said sobbing and yelling at myself in the mirror.
"I would care," a voice said behind me. I turned around and saw Cam crying.
"No you wouldn't. No one does. You don't, Lacey doesn't, my parents don't, you guys don't. No one fücking cares about me," I said as tears flowed down my cheeks.
"Alexa if you took your life I wouldn't be able to live with myself, because I would have to go through the rest of my life without you. I would want to die along right with you," Cam said hugging me.
Alexa Dylan is a internet famous 18 year old girl. She is known throughout YouTube, Vine, Instagram, and Twitter. But she isn't known by many celebrities such as her idles The Magcon Boys. But will Alexa's dream finally come true? Or will she still 'Just be a Fan' to the group.
•DISCLAIMER: this book does contain suicidal thoughts, cutting, and cussing. I wrote this a while back so it isn't very good until like the middle of the book. Warning in advance!