I don't know when it happened or how but it just did. Constantly I would catch myself looking at him a little too much than usual. Then I'd notice I was admiring his features but I excused it as me trying to find more differences between us.
Then I'd notice how his eyes glimmered mischievously whenever he was up to no good, or how his smile sparkled or even his adorable pout when things didn't go his way. I began to think by then it's just the brother complex.
But then I began feeling shy around him and began wishing he would hug me longer, and wanting to always wake up to his face. By then I knew that something was very wrong.
And then I began despising the girls that took up his attention- namely Haruhi, and I began craving his attention and presence, and I began wishing that he would kiss me. By then...
By then it was too late.
I fell into his trap.
I fell hard too..
He won't be there to catch me...
Not this time.