Jungkook has always struggled with depression and takes any hate about himself being a member of bts to the extreme, including harming himself to take away his inner pain. What will happen when others in bts start to find about his problems and new problems start to arise within the members?
I felt like every tear I had cried in the last three years came back tenfold. I let my shirt fall as he brought me into his chest letting me get his shirt soaked with my crying. I could feel him start to rub my back again but I felt as if I wasn't even there. All I could focus on was the fact that I just showed the person that I had such growing feelings for something I never wanted him to know about for the rest of my life. Thinking about all of this just made me cry harder and harder until I was sobbing as I clutched onto the balled up shirt for dear life, feeling as if my world was just shattering around me at this very moment.
WARNING: does include self harm and thoughts of suicide, do not read if you are easily triggered