So we're here, awkward as ever. Now I regret telling him how I feel about him because otherwise that 'I like you' will found its way to break our friendship. He was my bestfriend since 2nd grade but, I have to tell him. I've been keeping my feelings bottled up inside me and my Mother said it's not healthy, you know? She was the one who made me go in the park and tell him.
"I like you," I mumble under my breath, I couldn't believe it came out of my mouth. My heart was beating so fast, like it wants to jump out of my chest. There was awkward long silence I don't even know if he heard it.
The moment I heard him clear his throat, I look over from my feet immediately. He runs his hand through his hair before saying anything.
"I'm sorry, I-I can't date you. You were my bestfriend and.." He trails his eyes off of me, causing my eyes to blur my vision but there's no way I would let my tears escape. I shouldn't cry, right?
"I like someone else."
So this is how it feels to have your hea...