After losing to Shizuo, losing his one and only friend, Izaya doesn't see a reason to carry on, he lost fair and square. He knows the truth, he is the monster, not Shizuo. For all he cared, he could stay in the darkness for the rest of his life. Suddenly, there's a light, a light that gives him a reason to live, a light in his darkness, a light he would do anything for. This is the story of Orihara Izaya's change of heart.