This One's For You (Austlan Cashby)
Austin leaned in closer, engulfing me in the scent of his alcohol tainted breath. There was something haunting about his eyes, as if they were telling me every secret he's kept from me over the years. My breath was shaky, my lips quivering at his relaxed composure; even in a situation like this he was cooler than me.
"Alan," he breathed exasperatedly, cupping my cheek with his hand. My heartbeat quickened, my whole being warming in bittersweet nervousness. "You have no idea how much you mean to me."
I had no idea what he was doing, or why he was making me feel like this. I just wanted to melt into his touch and die in his embrace. My eyes searched his for any signs that this whole thing was a joke, to which all I could recognize was blissful adoration. "Austin."
"No, Alan, you don't understand." his eyes darkened, his words beginning to slur as his hands trembled. "I love you okay. I'm in love with you and i'm sorry."...
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