I SAID I LOVE YOU #2
I loved HIM, but HE loved 'HER' like no one else ever has before and this is what the truth of my life.
But I felt like I can prove to him that I am what he wants....that he can love again..
Am I being foolish? I love him so much, and I would do anything to give us another chance. Do I walk away forever? Do I continue being a hopeless romantic? What should I do?
Every night, when I closed my eyes, the last breath before falling in profund sleep is the image of his smile.I thought we would be so happy together. But sadly, my love wasn't enough....
Time went by and after so many wrong choices....I DECIDED....I wanted to get away from him before I fell from him more, before he made me feel deprived, or grieved, or jealous all over again. I did not want to feel anything for him, not desire, not resentment. I wanted to be cold to him, so I turned on my feet and started to walk away....
True, unconditional love is a myth.Do not expect someone else to complete you or make you whole. Love is a gift, make sure you do not depend on it...this is ANJALI, and this is my journey.