Could you ever stop and wonder? (Joshler)
Tyler has depression, but he is going through recovery spectacularly, it's not a straight line but he's pretty much happy. He loves drifting off into his imagination but despises plummeting into negative thoughts. He can't complain. He is so close to recovery. But, sometimes he has to stop and wonder, because, what if he crashes and burns?
Josh has depression, but it seems his only worries are when Tyler's face goes blank and he disappears into his own thoughts. He loves Tyler with all his heart and more but despises how Tyler doesn't seem to notice that Josh isn't as "fine" as he said he is. He can't complain. He doesn't want Tyler to worry when the person is so close to recovery. But, sometimes he has to stop and wonder, because, what if putting Tyler before himself kills him?
"Why are you wearing long sleeves all the time? I'm worried."
Warnings - depression, SELF-HARM etc.
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