Alone Together (Jalex)

Alone Together (Jalex)

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Laurelenn By SmilingAtEverything Completed

Stupid alarm. I hated that I had to wake up every morning to work. In fact, I hated that I had to get up. Because, I wasn't really sleeping much, I couldn't be in dreamland for more than 5 hours. I don't even know why. I guess I'm too damn complicated to sleep like everybody else. 

Anyway, I had to go shower and possibly have breakfast, even though I wasn't hungry. But what if I craved food while working? I couldn't just not eat on mornings or I'd surely die of starvation before noon. But at the same time, if I ate, that would mean calories. And here's the thing, maybe they were scaring me. Not in the anorexic way. I wasn't anorexic at all. But, they represented what food was made of, and sometimes, I hated to know how unheathy my favorite foods were.

Shower, right. Focus.

See, this was happening maybe too much on a daily basis. These convos with myself were almost the only ones I had, so I started to have them more often each passing day. Which wasn't exactly the right thing to do,...

alright here we go. get your ships ready y'all let's meet down at the harbour
21_maples 21_maples Aug 17
I was at a blink 182 concert, with all time low and A day to remember yesterday
This is how I am. I'm not anorexic but I worry about calories all the time so I don't put on too much weight
AwgBiersack AwgBiersack Jul 31
Wow I can relate to both so so much. And the story is very cute and actually very realistic too. It seems like they could have really met this way:) Keep up the nice work'
All these people who called it and I'm here surprised because I didn't expect that
I am currently eating ice cream with Carmel drizzled on top... wow I feel fat now