Being used by your aunt to get something you want isn't always worth it, but you have to do it. The more you do the closer you get to your goal, yet it always seems farther. No matter how hard you try something new and more difficult always comes up. No matter how hard you try it's never enough. Then you feel like giving up, but there's someone who is there to give you an extra push when you can't. I just wish I had someone to do that.