I am tired. I am tired of pretending not to care, tired of listening. I am tired of trying to fit in a society where I am viewed as 'different' when really I am another person with a conflicting view of the world around me. I'm tired of trying too hard and yet ashamed of not trying enough. And I am ashamed. I am ashamed to say I am failing. I am trying and yet failing, hoping and yet not recieving and as a result I'm desperate. Desperate for someone to see the real me and not the person behind the lies and assumptions.