'Why are you always so mean to me!' I scream to him. His lip is bleeding and he's really mad. 'Why not?! You always mess things up! You should have never gone to him!' He screams back. Now I'm getting mad. 'He is my bestfriend! Why are you so afraid? You know I love you Grayson.' He stays quit. I don't know what to say and it looks like he's about to say something. 'Maybe because I'm afraid of losing you.' He whispers. What? He's afraid of losing me? 'You know I told you once about thantophobia right?' I nod. 'I have it. If you have thantophobia you're afraid of losing people you love. I love you Scar. and I can't lose you'