nyctophilia | phan

nyctophilia | phan

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Emma By thenightlockfox Updated Jul 31

{{ part two of psychedelia }}

It's been two years since Dan moved out of the apartment to go to a rehabilitation centre, and in that space of time he's heard nothing from Phil. Not even a "hello."

Dan's scared that Phil's moved on and forgotten about him, and since they both stopped vlogging Dan doesn't know what's happening in Phil's life. Is he still living in London? Has he moved back to Manchester? Is he even alive?

So now that Dan is finally off his medication and he's completely clean, he should be happy again, right?

Sometimes, the most painful thing is when the person who you share all of your best memories with becomes a slowly fading memory, and you can't do anything except watch and scream as the past disappears, almost like it never existed in the first place.

And it fucking hurts.

WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SITUATIONS, MENTIONS OF DRUGS, VIOLENCE, HIGH LEVELS OF ANGST, BULIMIA, AND THEMES OF SUICIDE. IT IS NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS.

tronler13 tronler13 May 18
and this is the moment where Troye Sivan's Gasoline starts playing.. fûck me up.
Im upset at the title because im still upset about the first book damn
It even hurts when ur senpai didn't notice you, let alone this
Here's a llama theres a llama and another little llama fuzzy llama funny llama llama llama FÛCK
HAS THE DAY FINALLY COME? WHERE PHIL LESTER CALLED ME SAYING
                              
                              
                              
                              Bork
SatanIsMyRealFather SatanIsMyRealFather Nov 27, 2016
It's been awhile since I've read your books, because of life and stuff, but wow your writing and composure of all your books is still amazing. It Takes my breath away every time I read them.