Whatever you need Love, Suicidal, Dirty. it'll be there.
Sorry if I went to far with a wink face or whatever you used really people face day to day problems with this. That is beyond disrespectful. You act like you don't care about anyone who has took there own life. Wow is all I have to say now.
I know this is your book and whatever but ima have to agree with @annrileyelisabeth . If anyone is struggling with this stuff you can also talk to me, it gets better. And I can say that because I went through this, talk to someone it helps.
I'm crying.., crying crying crying.... but I would do this too if Jacob died...