Struggle// Kim Namjoon

Struggle// Kim Namjoon

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Misaki-san By ItsJustMeEfsevi Updated Oct 30

"I don't know why but sometimes I really feel like a bother to everyone". I said staring at the stars above us. "I feel like I should just die".  I fake smiled, trying to hide my tears. 
  
  "And what will I do without you here?". He asked and I felt his stare on me "Will you leave me alone?" I turned to face him. Even though it was night and he was smiling, I could sense his tears falling down on his cheeks.  I stared at him and smiled. It was one of the biggest smiles I had ever shown to anyone. It felt like it was a real smile.
  
  And at this moment I knew for sure, I had fallen for Kim Namjoon.
  
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  Warning:
   It contains a lot of self-harm and depression. 
  And unedited so forgive my grammar and vocab mistakes. 
Slow updates 
  
  
  Credits for the cover: @wourdsinus

This Prologue is so deep...my heart has to prepare for the upcoming events😂♥️
Okay I will try and get my feels settled T^T
                              
                              
                              
                              
                              
                              
                              I am prepared to cry T^T
iro_wu iro_wu Jun 14
Ειναι απλά τέλειο γράφεις καταπληκτικά 😍
You beech why yu doing self harm😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😵😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🔪🚬💉why's she doing drugs and sh*t
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tita2002 tita2002 Aug 03
WHY ARE U TRYING TO END UP LIKE UR GRANDMOTHER
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