Going back and fourth. Past to present. All things I could of done and could of said, could of done.....but I didn't. And I can't go back.....even though I can live back through it like it was just yesterday. I watched as they danced. Black and gray. But there's still light. And the light is shined on them. Their smiling bright. A picture with them, only them. Not me....I'm just like the boy who takes the happy pictures and leave miserable. "Lenny?" Van says bringing me back to reality. "Yeah?" I asked gulping. "Take the picture."he said laughing. "Right." I said giving him a shaky, weak, fake smile.