What if you had lived before? For eighteen-year-old Lavinia Gregory every day is like waking up from a dream, the older she gets the more she remembers. She used to be shorter, with long, dark hair- not now, and it is not just the colour of her hair that has changed, it is her entire life. Over the years, the memories of her past life became less vague, less like shadows and colours and more like the thundering horses that always seem to be hammering across her chest. Lavinia had a family, a family she sacrificed everything for and now they're gone and she's here. In a world full of ghostly shadows and unfinished memories. Lavinia must discover, why she came back to this world and how she died in the first place. But most importantly what happened to him, Will, the one she loved above all the rest?