Started from the bottom and end up where? That's my question. Will I get an answer? What if I do get an answer... Will it be the answer I'm hoping for? Well I can't depend on the what if's and the what will happen in the future. I have a daughter that I need to make sure is straight. When shit goes wrong I try my hardest to repair the damages. I deserve it, Bella deserves it. Why can't I ever just... take a chance to exhale?