No Matter What #2017AmethystAwards
I was lost. Between a world of hatred and a world of honor and love. My name is Elaine Danielle. Or so everyone thought.
I am a woman, who has seen the lies and fantasies of a lover. I have lost almost every person I love in this world. I have been tortured, betrayed, lied to, and most importantly, I was loved. I was loved to the point of madness and death. And god, I resented that.
Our love was an ultimate distruction to this world. What came from it, was merely death. And when all the world wanted to bring us together, the next moment, they were all running for their lives. And that's when I decided to hate him. And I lied, and lied, and lied to myself. Over and over and over again. I wanted to revenge the people I lost. But I had only one problem, I could've never brought myself to hurt him. He was beyond my heart and anything I could feel. And when he killed, I knew he had his reasons. But I also knew, that I will have to someday abandon my hope in ever bringing him back to the way he truly was.