Everyday I am held captive in a prison I created for myself. It is my only way to know that I am safe with him after me. If I were to be found, my life would be over. I live in the shade, away from the sun, and I am afraid to step out into the light.
Then I met you, Blake.
You became the love of my life, and you let me feel the sun again for the first time in forever. I want to feel that way with you everyday, but I am keeping a secret from you. It's not meant to hurt you, it's meant to protect you, me, and everyone else I love.
If I tell you this secret, you have to promise not to leave me. I will go back to my dark place, and I will never see the sun again. I don't like this shady world, and I want it to become colorful again by seeing you in it. Please, don't ever leave me.
You know me as Cher Paxton, but that is not who I am.
Tori Nash is an international rockstar. Cher Paxton is a local nobody. What do these two girls have in common? They are the same person.
With Tori hiding herself from the world as Cher, she is protecting the people she loves around her. The only person who doesn't know the two are the same person is Blake Asher, the love of Tori's life.
With a new girlfriend comes new responsibilities, like telling Blake the truth. Only the fear of losing her is what holds Tori back, but it might not be a big deal if she takes off the disguise and reveal herself, right? It only means death, and what's wrong with that?
Girl x girl, so no hate
Trigger warning on some chapters
This book also used to be an Adam Lambert fanfiction, but I didn't like it as a fanifiction, so I changed it to be a Lesbian novel instead. Some of the major characters names were changed, but a lot of them stayed the same, as any of you Glamberts who will read this will see. I happened to like the plot of it, so that's why I changed it to put back up on my page.