heartbreaking ; s.g
I'm doing it. I will just walk right ahead, stop in front of her and look deep into her beautiful eyes, get lost in them and then I'll look down at her lips-NO! No, that's not what was I doing. Stopping in front of her, I'll tell her, "Selena...I've liked you. Since two freaking years. And I know we're best friends and you might not feel the same about me but I freaking like you. And that's it!"
I take in a deep breath and do exactly what I told myself. Confident I was until I stop in front of her.
"Selena, I've got something to tell you," I say.
"Me too," she says, looking at me with her big brown eyes.
Oh my God. This is perfect. Cheesy as hell, and improbable but perfect. She likes me too. We're about to tell each other our deepest feelings at the same time.
"You first," I say, my heartbeat accelerating.
"Dylan...I," she trails off and smiles nervously, "I think I might be into girls."
And the feeling right there...it is weird, warm but not in a good way and extremely painful. It is completely and utterly heartbreaking.