*"So, what are you saying?" She questions me, her eyes looking as hopeful as ever, a small smile playing at her lips, and her hair dancing in the autumn wind. "I'm saying I love you,"* An aspiring artist named Ashley Holborn, 21, falls hard for 24 year old band member Matty Healy. His career may get in the way, but they plough through the obstacles. What happens when it all gets too much for Ashley? The fame, the screaming girls, the media? Matty has a secret. Something he has tried his best to keep away from Ashley. Things don't exactly go to plan.