I should be over it but I'm not,
It still haunts me everyday.
That night still in my mind, The Abuse, And The Force. I remember that night like it was yesterday, I remember telling him to stop but He didn't listen.
I cried and cried but he didn't seem to care
"Shhh, your just making this harder for yourself, relax you'll like it" he said moving a peace of hair out of my face
How was I supposed to relax when he's taking the only pride I have at this moment away
"Your so beautiful" he said as his lips trail down my neck leaving lovebites
"P-Please stop" I screamed punching his chest, trying to push him off of me.
He pinned my hand down Hovering over me
"Stop making this harder than it had to me Sophia, you can't stop me" he smirked
He's rights, I can't stop him, he's stronger than me, even if I try it wouldn't be any use, so I just let him
He continued to kiss my neck finding his way down my breast sucking and pinching one and other.
I got up pulling his pants off and then he thrusters inside me, gently and going slowing knowing this was my first time
I winced at the pain hoping it would stop. I didn't know want to do so all I did was cry.
I know I couldn't tell anyone because no one would believe me and also because I love him, I didn't want to hurt him
I just let him do it knowing it made him feel good.