In your past home you were abused, depressed, anorexic, you self harmed... Everything was going to hell after your mother passed away. You didn't think anyone could possibly help you or understand the things you had gone through. Even when you were forced out of your abusive household and forced to go to a new school and meet all kinds of people, you stayed silent. You weren't much of a talker since when you talked in the past you were abused right away. When you moved into your new home, you didn't talk. You stayed quiet. You stayed mute.