After having her heart broken Rowan runs away to college in the hopes that she can mend her broken heart and start afresh. The only problem with this is that she isn't quite sure that it is what she wants. Is there life after Taylor? And if so, is it a life she wants to lead? Trying to make sense of the turmoil she had to survive when discovering her first love, Rowan can't help but wonder if it was preparing her for greater tragedy. Other books in this series: Loving Taylor Rowan was convinced that her high school life would be ruined when her mother told her she had enrolled her at St Mary's school for girls. Once there, all she wanted was to be like the other girls. They were all beautiful supermodels with perfect lives and boyfriends. And attending an all girls school didn't help her quest for the latter. It's her senior year, and her final chance to be like all the other girls. Rowans excitement for her final year, is crushed when Jada ends their friendship. Totally confused by it all, Rowan turns to Taylor.