It had been said that time heals all the wounds but I don't agree. It's been four years but the pain remains. It's been four years but I'm still hurting. It's been four years but I still can't move on.
Maybe time can heal all the wounds, but nothing can remove the scars that will forever remind me of the pain I had.
I wish I could go back to that day and make all things right. The day where I lost everything. The day that changed everything. I thought losing my own children were the most painful thing I had been through, but I was wrong. Pain changed her. Pain changed everything between the two of us. She became a completely different person. And in just a snap, I lost her. I lost my family.
It's painful to let her go but it's more painful to ask her to stay when I know she wants to leave. Love is sacrifice.
Date started: April 4, 2017
Date finished: March 17, 2018