Distant ✞ Phan

Distant ✞ Phan

87.5K Reads 5.2K Votes 26 Part Story
☆ ★ ☆ By cuddlephan Completed

Dan Howell is your typical, run-of-the-mill "good boy". Controlled like a puppet by anybody and everybody. He wants that to change. But first, he needs help.

So, he meets Phil Lester, the boy with the lip piercing and the blue eyes that he can't help but call familiar. Phil's eager to help Dan change, but in different ways than expected.

Dan's afraid. Who wouldn't be? Doing anything and everything illegal, then seemingly never getting caught; it's terrifying to good-boy-Dan-Howell.

Though he just can't seem to back down. Why? He's got no idea.

Maybe it's the thrill of it all. Or maybe it's out of fear. Or even, if he can call it that, it's out of love. Whatever it is, it's mad, irresistible, entirely distant to every guideline Dan had ever been taught.

Yet, when ends comes to tie, and Dan's curiosity snaps him to insanity, Phil Lester turns out to be just not at all that he seems.

[ see story part "a/n" for warnings and other information on content ]

  • angst
  • blood
  • boyxboy
  • completed
  • danandphil
  • danxphil
  • death
  • fanfiction
  • fluff
  • phanfiction
  • phần
  • schizophrenia
  • wattys2017
KeepCalmAndShipTrash KeepCalmAndShipTrash Sep 03, 2017
WHY DO I WANT TO READ THIS AGAIN!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Roomfreshener Roomfreshener Jul 24, 2017
I feel so stupid I wondered what on Earth "Boxy boy" meant for months, MONTHS and just figured it out
I’ve got brownies, tissues, and an MCR blanket.... I’ve got this!
ButThenILikedIt ButThenILikedIt Nov 02, 2017
I've never read any of your stories, sorry, I'll check out your profile after this story. But I like how your name is cuddlephan and you're writing about murder
skoptofobia skoptofobia Dec 23, 2017
I thought there was "and whole pretty.odd era" and LET ME TELL YOU I'VE NEVER BEEN MKRE CONFUSED
_only_fools_rush_in _only_fools_rush_in Feb 12, 2017
Mary and jess were up, but I'm pretty sure they are both ashes in the floorboards by now.