josh has been out of school a lot recently, but that's just what tyler wants to believe. he doesn't want to believe josh is dead. he does anything and everything to make himself believe his boyfriend is still alive. then it hits him. hard.
"well if he's dead, then i should be too."
TRIGGER WARNING: suicidal thoughts and actions toward the end. if you are triggered easily, this fic isn't for you.
also each chapter will be about one paragraph, maybe more maybe less.