The Only Time Is Now
There is no greater loss in life, then living with an unsaid goodbye. The reality that you will grieve forever, not knowing what could've been, when faced with the loss of someone that said they would love you forever. But you learn to live with it, you learn to rebuild yourself and from the undoing you have suffered. You will be whole again, but, you will never be the same. Nor should you be the same, nor would you want to. These two people that have met under coincidental circumstances will never be as they were before, for they will live with the death of someone they loved. Though they do not know who that is yet, life will carry on as it should with new beginnings often disguised as painful endings and painful endings often wanting new beginnings; the story where a girl hears the words that should've been said at the end of her story.
She was only 20 years old, and yet she would only live to the next year. And even with that, it would be painful and dangerous. Of course if she took treatment then it would slow the illness to give her a longer lifespan, but it would mean she would be restricted to the hospital bed, made to live unhappily, and live out her life alone in the dark. She supposed if she was going to die, she might as well die happy, and to live in a room such as that of a hospital, would not only be more expensive for her aunt, but also unbearable for her...