"GO AWAY!" I yell. I don't want to hurt them anymore. I didn't want to hurt anymore. "We all love you, please don't make my break down this door," Max yell to me. "Max go away...I'm just an ugly weed," I say planning how to kill myself the fastest. That's going to be a bit hard when I'm in my room. Just as I find some pills Max gets in. He takes the bottle out of my hand. "Shelbs, please, you're no weed, not even close. In fact, I see a rose in you." BTW If there is anything you find unrealistic just shrug it off and says it's alternate dimension.